♥ what?
Lonely. Yessir.

Jenna is mad at me for no reason. :(

Stick was established today! Steven is such a cool "Oppah". (Older brother.)

Seem.
Mood:  happy
Now Playing: Nobody Puts Baby In The Corner ♥ Fall Out Boy
♥ "Keep quiet..."

BS.

I'm really kind of surprised with myself... I got a B on my geometry test.

rawrr.

The simple things can make you want to smile your face off. :)

Take me away, Loser.
Mood:  spacey
Now Playing: "Celebration" ♥ Kanye West
♥ "Kinda raw."

Let me start this off on a sucky note, and end with a good one:

My geometry test is killing me, man. :(

I miss Sammy Dogg.
I would like to return my costume, please.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Like no other. :) you feel? make me.

Trial & Error ♥
Mood:  accident prone
Now Playing: "Everything's Not Lost" ♥ Coldplay
♥ "Not."

I'm usually not one to judge, but I've noticed that a lot of the guys at my school have no matters.

Esp. when it comes to girls.

roarr. i saw this today. don't mention your ex in ANY convo unless you want her swimming in a pool of paranoia... :((( that's just too sad. it'll break her heart for her.

Dude, we don't have faces on our asses. We don't appreciate it when you try to do any of that dirty shit. UGH. Grow up! I'm happy to say that most of my friends are okay... Thomas and Josh are my heroes! They're my super cool friends that know how to treat girls... So get at them, niggies.

I'm glad to say none of them concern me. :)))

Rude punks.

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Anyway... I miss Sammy-Dogg. :(((((

I have groupies. *wink wink.
Mood:  celebratory
Now Playing: Tell Him ♥ Lauryn Hill
♥ "Though I may suffer... I’ll envy it not. And endure what comes... Cause he’s all that I got..."

Grab a drink, grab a glass... After that I grab your ass. ;)

Super good day today, pumpkin pies. :)))

Core was fun. I got my skit edited; it's perfect. I feel kind of bad for other groups because they had to edit theirs... :( And I caught up on BT! Quotes and all... I even got my journal done! I'm working on my second one. Whee. It feels good to be caught up in class. But what was really cool was the fact that Ms.Leon excused me from my chapter 2 test! :)))

Uhh... Science was the same. PE made me hurt... I stretched too! Gosh... Anyway, lunch was always fun. Sitting with the one and only Ms.Castle. We hit up our "spot" and talked up a storm. Geometry test tomorrow... must study!!! Choir... haha. Went up to Mr.Langham first thing and scared him... Or at least I think I did. He turned all red after. I just waved. Sheesh.

Say hullo to the G-Unit's (GATE Unit) secretary.
And your class representative of S-9.

I wanna kick some people out of G-Unit. That's just not how we do... punk asses. ;P

CAN'T TAKE MY EYES OFF OF YOU!

If You Love Me...
Mood:  celebratory
For those who want hints. :)))

Something I want THE MOST.

HOT TOPIC.

Emily The Strange Argyle Sweater Vest
$36.00


http://www.hottopic.com/store/product.asp?LS=0&ITEM=204571

♥ you love me... right? :)

♥ Unconvinced, but it's okay.
Mood:  bright
Now Playing: Boyfriend ♥ Ashlee Simpson
♥ "You're looking into your life instead of looking into mine..."

So... I'm trying really hard to knock out my school stuff, but it gets kind of complicated knowing that i'm here on the internet... internet=myspace... Well, in my mind, no doubt. Haha. Darn. :(

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When people tell me I'm different, I cringe. 'Cause, I know it's not true. God created each and every one of us in his image. Everyone at one point in their lives will go through times of blissiful suffering. We all do something that someone before us has... And yeah.

It's hard to know if we want to be different, anyway. How can we? You can't really be something else unless you make it yourself. Just craving individuality makes you typical. Because that is what everyone wants. So I guess I'm typical. I don't even know aht it is I am trying to say.

I'm at a loss for words right now... I believe that this generation's future will be a tough one. But... one well-worth fighting for.

♥ Leaking like a girl on her period.
Mood:  lyrical
Now Playing: Sugar We're Goin' Down ♥ Fall Out Boy
I think I find myself believing that I... sometimes hate my family. Correction: some people in my family. (questionable tone) And it bothers me. Because, I could never ever lie to myself; especially about that.

Over the years, I think, I've grown accustomed to the way each and every person in my family is, and the traits that you love to admire... become irritating, or betray you after a while. Yet, it doesn't change the way you feel about the person. It's all in my head, maybe.

'Cause in my heart, I know for a fact that I still really do love my Tita Maureen. Which is kind of weird, yeah? And today it was kind of confirmed... Reychelle is cute, even though she looks like her *spilled crap word* father. I've got a hunch she won't look like him forever.

I think a lot of the things that I experienced last year made me grow, and through my eyes, for the better. I'm a lot more mature than before. (haha. hard to believe, but i know it's true.) And... If I could go back to the past, and change things up a little.... I really wouldn't. I've grown so much stronger with the troubles I went through. I'm a ninja, for real.

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But this ninja... if most definately human. So I get irritated easily. I do make mistakes. I say things I don't really mean, sometimes. But none of those words ever have to do with love. I tend to hide things... Even from those who know me the best. I get annoyed when people use the wrong words around me. I'm easily offended. I get jealous real easy. And I cannot control my temper.

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But these traits make me feel real beautiful, sometimes. 'Cause that's just the way I am. And I want to be loved because of that. :)

Change is Inevitable.
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: Walk Away (Maybe) ♥ Good Charlotte
I've been looking at some houses with my family, and it's exciting... but it's a bit of a downer too. We looked for places around Union City, Hayward, and Fremont... But I'm for seriously pushing for that one place we saw really close to the school.

But... I'm super happy for my dad. He's finally settled down.

This moving process is going to be super overwhelming. --- but at least I get my own room. :)

I came through, Pukefaces.
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: Bubble Pop Electric ?? Gwen Stefani
♥ "Tonight I'm gonna give you all my love..."

Today has been great, pumpkin pies. I've gotta say, I had a few downer moments, but you can't get everything you want, right? :)

Core was pretty cool. I have to write the script for our slavery play, which is coming along nicely. It's a good thing I can sort of get the emotions down. I'm a maid in the play, and I get bitch slapped. (Excuse your thoughts.) Haha. You love my mind. Oh, I'm class representitive too. Cool, cool. Obied is my partner, and it's funny. That cool fool.

I didn't go home early in science today! :) yessireebob. I took a quiz... And, in PE... I made up my football quiz. The last day of football... My team passed it to me like crazy! roarr. Good thing I know how to shake people. :) Lunch was funny. We had this DJ thing...? Yeah. And in geometry I wanted to cry cause I didn't study yesterday because I wasn't feeling all that great... But no excuses. I brought it upon myself. I'm passing with a C, though. :)I need a B- to move up to Algebra II... And that's my goal. I'm trying really hard. For seriously, you butt, :( But... my efforts aren't appreciated unless I succeed. Which... Is a total downer. But it's okay. I've found something that makes everything okay. Choir... Whee. Nothing but fun stuff. :) No singing, but fundraising, and choir trivia. Easy peasy. I've already sold 4 items! ;0

My Daddy(Ken) picked me up from school today. :) He bought us Taco Bell, then dropped us off. Cool beans. Then this whole talk about my dad getting a new house conspired between Tita Maureen & Mama. Ryan and I joined in a little. A lot of things are subject to change right now. But... I guess I'll talk about that stuff tomorrow. I don't really want to talk about it right now... Then yeah. Played video games. Then Kat took a nap on Ryan's bed. Then that bitch got me all sleepy and shit (haha) so I napped on my bed. Woke up... Played with Grace... Hung with the family... Went to Wal*Mart... The End.

*Maureen called me by my name today. And we made eye contact for the first time in... what seems like forever. I feel nothing but sympathy for her right now. Everything else just goes by undefined.

***You can't beat me. I'm a rockstar.